“I was walking toward nothing.” (Nothing is where you forget that there is a step or something like that in front of you.)
The sky behind the scene obscured everything in front of me. Beautiful sky, sad sunset.
He added: “And suddenly you are there!” as if she was really nothing.
“This doesn’t make sense; What you mean? “She replied, with the most unbalanced shock.
“You were in the blind spot of my eyes!” he answered. She felt that the accent was not relieving.
This dialog happened between two strangers. Actually, they were not a hundred percent strangers; they had met before that night a couple of times.
They continued.
“But you are sitting in a dangerous place on the edge of this roof,” he said. The roof was limited with its edges as seen from their place.
“That is only if you decided to push me down,” she replied.
When he heard this idea, he retreated, afraid that the idea could happen by merely thinking of it.
He has some kind of obsessive-compulsive disorder; so, he examines the door to determine whether it’s secure after closing it with a key.
"Strange, hah.”
I don’t know who said that.
He had periods of unconsciousness. At that time, he was not able to know what was going on. That doesn’t mean he was sleeping. He was just not remembering or realizing what he was saying or doing. That began with him a long time ago He doesn’t know when, or why.
“If I jumped from here down, who would believe that you didn’t push me.”
“If you do that you will live the most terrifying seconds in your life.”
I see all faces are smiling because of what, I don’t know. That’s my imagination working. I am waiting for something to happen, but I don’t know what it is. That was his inside dialog.
I ruined your past. There is no way to rebuild it. I don’t know where this flow of ideas comes from.”
“This roof resembles my hero; it stores potential energy that can turn into kinetic energy on the ground and can kill anyone of us.”
“Do you agree?”
“I think agreement is a must. I am afraid of you.”
“Let us wait for the rest of the group to come, I wish that they could know science as well as you do.”
“I will not talk about science because nobody will understand me.”
“Then why you are talking to me like that; you’re frightening me.”
“You are frightening death, but not me. Down there on the ground, if you reached it, there is no mercy.”
"Don’t ask for mercy from objects – just from things.”
"I don’t have a mind to think or to explore. It was once here but now I don’t know ; I can’t imagine where it is. Oh, this life is devastating, breaking my heart, shattering my emotions.”
All these ghosts are flying in front of my eyes!”
"I don’t know. I wish I could die now, for my life is nothing. I find self esteem nowhere.”
"I can commit suicide now, but there are things that are dragging in life.”
"I don’t want to live anymore, anywhere.”
“Self esteem is not worth dying for.”
"Life is frustrating. I can’t imagine one minute more.”
"I don’t want to live longer, I want to die now.”
"Imagine all these ideas coming to your mind while standing on the roof edge of a five story building.”
"I’m not a therapist...”
"A work of art, your mission shall be a work of art, it should be a star in success.”
"But alas, it is now a complete failure.”
"Go to hell, I don’t want to see you. I don’t want to know you. I don’t want to hear you. I don’t want to live in this society. It is full of hypocrisy and lies.”
“That also doesn’t justify suicide.”
"How to go on, to complete our lives in peace. I am tired, extremely tired.”
"Nobody can do that except you. Try and you will see, on the horizon. Please don’t do it, don’t leave me alone, I need more from you, once and for all.”
"You forgot me in the crowd. I will never ask for your presence. I am waiting everywhere, I am always in the right place, searching but not finding anything to fulfil my needs.”
"Go to my deep self and you will find nothing. It’s not only you, but also all of us.”
“Enough, enough is enough. No more stupidity.”
“This is the last episode. I am stupid no more. I am well, intelligent, and the first person to recognize that it is you. Say it and say it out loud. I am not stupid; I am intelligent from beginning to end.”
"Where are you? Where am I?’ He said that in the most stupid way. Can anybody say he knew it? Absolutely not. It is the first and the last.”
"I want you here and there at the same time, Do you know what that means? Surely no, Or probably yes. It’s the last time.”
"I like you, no. I love you.” “What is the difference? I don’t know. It’s the first time I say it and the last.”
"I love you all. All the way. From now ahead.”
"You say nothing that makes sense, not now and not anytime.”
"Oh, my God.” This is the end.”
"Oh, my God.” This is a new beginning. From now on I will forget everything about you.”
"Please don’t forget about me.”
"With pleasure I will forget everything about you, me and everyone around us, past or future, now on.”
“Please punish me; do something, I don’t want to die like that.”
"From where to where you want me.”
"I want you here alone.”
"With all threads in your mind?”
"Yes, with all threads in my mind.”
"But it is difficult, isn’t it?”
"Yes, it is difficult. But I will manage myself. Sooner or later. It is too easy.”
"I tried once upon a time.”
"One is not enough, we need more and more.”
"Please tell me where you are going. Because I lost my track.”
"Go and find it, anytime, anywhere.”
"Please stop now. It is painful. It is hard for me to understand you.”
"Please remain silent. Don’t talk anymore, we have reached our destination.”
"No, our destination is far away. Don’t insist on working on it, for it will last forever.”
"Don’t be crazy, nothing lasts forever.”
"Stop...stop everybody, I don’t understand anything. What you are saying is all echoes. From now on, I will not listen to anything from you. I want to keep my mind working, I don’t want to lose it between your tongues.”
"Once more, don’t hesitate to tell me the truth and nothing but the truth.”
"Why are you saying that? It’s the end. This doesn’t build anything; it is worthless and meaningless.”
"From now on I don’t want to see you or anybody else. It is the end.”
"Please end this cycle; it drives me to insanity.”
"No, you owe me many things. Give them to me and I will get you out of this room.”
“Why am I in this room, no light, no doors?”
“You are here because you killed a woman, because you are criminal.”
“No, she killed herself, she jumped by her own choice.”
“No one will believe you. You have bipolar syndrome, which is enough. You will never get out of here.”
